May 2012
4 posts
Rescue me in the middle of my darkest hour
Things just keep getting better and better don’t they. Well no they actually haven’t. Seems like ever since that day everything has been crumbling, falling, going downhill. You were the one person I could count on to fix everything. And now it’s like it’s all falling apart. And there’s no one I can count on to fix it….
and in the end,
you realize you’ve only got yourself to rely on.
self-sufficient. independent. don’t need or expect help from anyone.
April 2012
3 posts
1 tag
i really wish that wasn’t just a dream and that you were still here. then maybe everything would be okay again…
February 2012
4 posts
Sick. Exhausted. Tired. Struggling in school and pretty much life in general. But what’s there to complain about when you got family and friends right there beside you
its weird
i can’t believe there was a point in time where i wanted to major in nuclear engineering with an emphasis in quantum mechanics.
i hate this shit in regular chem. why would i ever major in it. haha
i guess things do work out in the end. :)
it kinda sucks meeting the people who you click with or are so similar to in high school, only to find yourself separated, all scattered later.
January 2012
4 posts
“You gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad
but will you bring...”
Can’t wait to get out of this town and get away from all this bullshit. Can’t wait until I’m successful and don’t have to worry about money or how we’ll be able to pay for bills. Can’t wait for the time when my mom and grandma won’t have to worry about every single payment that’s due. Can’t wait to live the good life.
December 2011
14 posts
1 tag
powlowdotu:
w-i-n-t-e-r-i-z-e:
A - If I’m in love. B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was. C - The last test message i sent
D - If I have a preference for boys or girls. E - How many holes I have in my ears. F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’ G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to. H - The last person I hugged. I - The last time I felt jealous, and why. J -...
samsambiatch asked: I hate you haha. I tell you that you'll do great things all the time but when Mr. Sexy V tells you you'll be okay, you're like OMG I'LL BE OKAY! :D hmmmm sounds familiar .. like when MY teacher told ME that I would be okay and you got mad at me HA HA HA. and so the tables have turned
in line with the holiday shoppers
Me: OKAY THIS LINE IS RIDICULOUS. WHO THE HELL WAITS UNTIL THE 23RD TO BUY THEIR LOVED ONES SOME DAMN CHRISTMAS GIFTS. YOU ARE ALL TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE PEOPLE. IF Y'ALL DIDN'T PROCRASTINATE SO MUCH, WE WOULDN'T BE IN THIS MESS--
Me: *is totally buying last-minute Christmas gifts* ...Oh. Wait.
later...
Cashier: You in college? Home for the holidays, huh?
Me: Oh, yeah. Feels good to be home.
Cashier: What school you go to?
Me: Cal.
Cashier: Wait, you go to Cal? And you're buying a Glenn Beck book? That doesn't make much sense. Aren't you a socialist?
Me: It's a gift for my dad. I swear. Seriously. It's not for me.
been thinking a lot about what mr. V said to me...
the other day when i visited, i told him about how all the other students in my classes were like “oh yeah my mom and dad work for google and microsoft” or “yeah we had programming classes in high school so its not even that hard”.
and i told him about how i felt hella behind and whatnot, cuz well my background isn’t that great. i mean my mom and dad don’t...
hey grandpa,
i know you want me to be doing my homework right now but I’m not. its just kind of odd for me being home and you’re not awake at this hour with me. usually we’re just at the table watching tv and eating something, or anything haha. or I’m up waiting for you to come home from bingo, but now it feels like I’m still waiting for you to walk through that door yelling...
1 tag
November 2011
27 posts
“When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth...”
– ~Kahlil Gibran
no matter what happens
i hope you know that you’ve played the most important role in my life. and i hope that i make you proud in the end.
“Rescue me in the middle of the ocean
Crashing down, it’s always hard to...”
fuck i can't take this
no matter how many times i talk about it or try to let everything out, i just can’t fucking accept it. i can’t handle this. i feel like just breaking down, stepping back from everything. i just can’t do this. i can’t accept the reality of it all.
we won’t say our goodbyes, you know its...
Happy Thanksgiving
This was the first year that my grandpa has no been able to be at thanksgiving dinner with us…which kind of put a damper on things today. I visited him today -despite a scare that his blood pressure drastically dropped. But it was nice, he was rather, conscious I guess is what you’d call it. When I went up to him and said “hi grandpa, it’s Steve!” his eyes...
mind-fuck in calculus
teacher: well, considering that it goes on forever, what do you think the area would be?
me: INFINITY!!!
teacher: um its actually .5 ...
me: WHAT THE FUCKKKKK.
*i don't like it when I'm faced with mathematical paradoxes*
haven't done one of these in a while
Personal
1-How are you?
2-Post a picture of yourself.
3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
4-What is your entire name?
5-How old are you?
6-Age you get mistaken for:
7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
8-What did you do on your last birthday?
9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
10-What is your hair color?
...
on the subject of #occupy ______
i just want to ask what does this rallying or protesting actually accomplish in the end? its not going to drive the cost of tuition down or take the power from the 1% or lower taxes or change anything socially nor economically.
it simply creates unnecessary pandemonium in an environment that should not be disrupted by such belligerent actions. feel free to exercise your right to the first...
Watchfalconfly:
itsxee:
Guys Scream for Justin Bieber in Macy’s Black Friday Commercial
LOL, wow.
ahahahahha LOL so hard
I would scream too if I saw JB <3
When you can't sleep because it's SO DAMN HOT
limegreen-lelephant:
iwouldliketobutteryourmuffin:
r-sharky:
Me last night…. Goddamn.
omg me too! my ass was soo sweaty!
Anonymous asked: Not only do I love your blog ( heh found it ) but I also am secretly infatuated with you. K. here we go I got this idea from a spam msg I received on Facebook lol.. I know you like me but were always way too shy to say so :3 go hit up crushmasher(dót)com (uhh it wont let me do a regular link) then make an acct there. Search for the profile 'justmeandu33' ( obv me ) I posted body...
“Sometimes in tragedy we find our life’s purpose - the eye sheds a tear to...”
– ~Robert Brault
oh yes, today's a good day
7 months AND becoming the new freshman rep for ASME
how could i ask for a better day???
